A short story for my favourite ninja aka Will Kusa <3
Its 9pm, getting dark, he lies on the rooftop, his body pressed against the tiles as low as he can get. Hes watching, and waiting, and thinking about noodles.
*God damn why didnt I eat those noodles, Im so hungry.... *
His eyes are sharp and he sees the movement to the left, he doesnt turn to look closer in case he is detected, instead he watches from the corner of his eye as a woman slides open a door in the distance and steps into the street. Shes wearing a pearl coloured dress that shimmers as she moves and her hair is tied back carelessly. She
Take a breath
But hold it tight
Now youre deaf
And out of sight
Count to ten
But dont look back
Twice again
And keeping track
Thirty hits
But ticking on
Second slips
And times all gone
Try to save
And only lose
Beaten brave
But scared to bruise
Try to choke
And out of air
Only smoke
But not a care
Almost dead
And turning black
Lost youre head
But keeping track
Letting go
But holding on
Never know
And back to one
Two, three, four
And thats the lot
Theres no more
Youre left to rot.
Gaze into silence,
listen to dark,
strike my shadow,
don't leave a mark.
Inhale my reason,
taste my sweet-heart,
scream sour somethings,
rend me apart.
Your hunger and thirst,
such a lewd appetite,
won't be surpressed,
only left to unwrite.
the changing darkness
turns the wheels of madness
sending sanity insane
i will see soon, the gaping mouth
of a beast not forgotten
all i have is a sharp and trusted tool
my only weapon
used to remember
remembered to use
but will it be enough
to slay the beast before my eyes
this sharpened tool i call my mind?
made sharper and swifter by victory
yet each battle draws my blunt days nearer
they are closer than the darkness will allow me to see
will i fight blinded by the promise of light
or will the wheels turn?
Why try if you lie
All that's left is defeat
There's no turning back
But you don't have to cheat
There's something good out there
Something bright in the dark
Just keep searching, you'll find it
A glimmer; a spark
Just a small light is left
You're lucky it's there
You're sin had been growing
You were lost in despair
Even so, there's no quitting
It kept faith in you
Just trust it, and use it
Your whisper. Your clue
The only thing left, your only way out
Catch it and keep it, let go of all doubt
Believe in the good
Ignore the temptations
The callings of sin
The bad invitations
Do what is right
To fix what went wrong
The
Is it right to be the way I am
To feel the things I feel
Who decides what's right and wrong
What's true and false or real?
Something's I'm not sure about
Not certain if I should
Things no one will care about
Although I wish they would
Things forgotten, lost forever
Never gotten back
Float away into the darkness
Through the deadly black.
Float away, fly away
You'll never get it, never
Cry alone, shed those tears
Over things you've had for years
Not quite invisible, but always ignored
Floating on by like the wind
No one looks, no one cares
Nothing special,boring thing
Like a rain drop in a storm
A blade of grass in a field
Never noticed, always lost
Such a shame that you were killed
seeing all that happens
Hearing all thats said
When they ask you'll know the answer
But they wont hear because your dead
Just a ghost of someone
That used to be alive
no one looks, no one cares
without you they'll survive
Why do we lie to ourselves, to each other
To make us look better, to hide who we are
Because we can, because we cant not
Or maybe just because thats just how we are.
I dont mean to lie to you
It just happens....like blinking
The words come out all on there own
Their said to you without thinking
But lies can help to protect you from harm
From truth thats black and unclean
Little white lies that are pure from the heart
Thats how my lies should be seen
I'm starting a fresh DA profile if you want to stay in touch with me, i won't be coming back to this one, i want to say thanks to everyone i met on this profile for any support, comments or even just random chat, always fun and i enjoyed looking at a lot of your work
<3
http://fullmetalfroggie.deviantart.com/
Right so... i kinda didn't stick with the whole i'm back on DA huh... the new system scared me away!
My art exam went fantastic... 15hours of pure awesomeness, nothing went wrong and all my ideas came together... i wish i had photos of my prep and final pieces but they were really big and are still on the wall at my old school. I say old school because i am now at uni!!! My exam results (which i stressed over so much) were just what i needed... i got a B in my art *dances* and 300points overall, the average was about 240 points and i needed 260 to get on my course... which might i add is the top advertising course in the UK that 250 people a
wow my last art exam is coming up...in fact Alevels are nearly over.
i'm planning on doing something on erosion...playing on the idea of 'mental erosion' and how we see ourselves.... involving reflection and decay... im still a little iffy at the moment...i really need to get some prep done if i'm ganna do well in the exam...meanwhile still loads of other stuff to be doing *sigh* at least my media and film studies courswork is out of the way ( i hope )
focus is deffinatly on my art!!!!